They say because you are pregnant that most emotions aren't real. I say NOT TRUE! I know I tend to get myself ahead of these emotions, but when the same feelings occur over and over you know it's not just the hormones; but reality. Day by day I can't help but to feel alone, even though my son is constantly with me. Why the emptiness in my heart? Why such a huge void?! Well, I feel when you are pregnant you shouldn't have to search for the person to whom you can confide in and get that moral support. With me, it's been a never ending search. At one point I thought it would've been him, but when that failed I looked to my mom and friends; yet they aren't there all the time. What can I say; when you don't really have that one person who fully support you, you feel lost! What's a girl to do; when no one is around,or when that one person disappoints me? To be honest, I feel stupid to think that they would be there all the time; better yet I feel more like a fool. Then again, it may just be my hormones or maybe I'm being over dramatic. One thing is for sure, THESE FEELINGS JUST WON'T LEAVE ME!
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